When people are like “damn they’re still together I thought they’d never make it” We’ll we actually made it..

I go on fb today and I just see more people getting married and more people having babies. Like wtf we are too young to be going through this stuff. Life is freaking me out..

I’m gonna dye my hair like a lot lighter this week. It’s too dark still. Lol

It’s the most powerful thing in the world.. I feel like I’ve only truly and deeply fell in love once. And that was with my baby. I love what was growing inside me soo much. I felt on my stomach all the time. I just felt like a mom. I’m not ashamed of it anymore. Or scared for people to know. My baby was everything. And the father was everything too.. But now I’m sitting here alone..

i’m jealous of people who have cute laughs and fast metabolisms and nice teeth and good hair and can just make any outfit look good and  get along with everyone and are great at sports and do well in school bc none of that is me